I just wanna thank Sheyenne and Erica for helping get through the past few days and I don’t know what I would have done if I couldn’t have gotten away to Ericas’ to laugh and destroy each other in Super Smash Bros and Dokapon Kingdom. It really helped, and as for sheyenne, you’re always online and you were online the minute I could get onto skype after everything was said and done after Thursday. All of the awards
PRESS PLAY AND SING IT
DO NOT PRETEND YOU DON’T KNOW THE WORDS TO THIS
//reblog.
==> Hear first syllable
==> REBLOG AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT
me after hearing first word
CHILDHOOD. ♥
omggg.
at first i was like.. i don’t know this. Then the lyrics started and i jammed on my couch by myself.
OMFGGG
OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD
ASDFGHJKL
:’D
Not 1D related, but I’m reblogging it anyways <3
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OH MY GOD THE WAY YOU SAY PORNOGRAPHY
OH I FUCKING GET IT NOW
THE LIVELIEST LITTLE JIG YOU EVER SAW
JIG YOU EVER SAW
JIGSAW
yes
good
PORNOGRAPHY
mmmmmmmmmmmmMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM YES
D AT VOICE
GT: Oh what the devil was that phrase again…..
GT: Hmm…
GT: Yolo?
ASDF
CAN’T FUNCTION
jake is the most kawaii jake lol
oh
Oh gawd, thank you ;W;
I’m pretty okay..I mean I know it’s done but what I can’t get over yet is all this funeral talk. My dad and I are staying for a while at His parents and we both feel like crap but you’re right, I know my mother would have wanted us to laugh, I think. Mourn, but smile.
I love you anon!!
And my mom had died.
I still can’t believe it happened…And I know Dad blames himself like I do, but Mom wouldn’t wnat that.
That stupid flatscreen got there yesterday too.
And now we can’t finish Game of thrones together.
And she can’t finish the Hunger Games…Or see the new Great Gatsby movie.
iT still feels like a horrible dream and idk. I just feel lost.
it wasn’t supposed to happen..Like this. Not at 41.
As long as I don’t think too much about it, I’m okay…
I have to keep talking…Even if it;s about her death, if I stay in my head I’m going to lose it. I miss her so much…And I can;t stop seeing flashes of how I found her.
My dad cried too, and his mom, and they aren’t reelly emotional people, so it’s all just a horrible mess right now…It feels weird to laugh, but I have a feeling she’d be cracking jokes and trying to see me smile, not cry.
I’m going to spend Saturday with Erica and maybe it’ll be like it was With Seal and I can scream and cry there and then I won’t cry as much…Idk. I just…I don’t know.
She died the month she was born. Kinda weird. I guess.







